CHORUS i wanna hear you singing clear, its that do da do get your hands up in the air, you could do that too let me take you for a journey don’t worry bout destinations live your life for now don’t know if the rest is waiting i open up my itunes, instrumental playlist typing out some lyrics thinking this could be my greatest concept in my mind, rhyme schemes on the page now i’ve reached a certain stage, certain phase of the process forgot bout my rage and i realize that im not stressed i put my thoughts together then i see what i have got left find the beat i'll rock next, the lyrics hit the spot best flow as smooth as water got you looking for the lochness judging every line im on a mission with this music its hard to keep in mind that no ones listening to it but that don't really matter cus i do this shit for me spit my wit out on a beat just to put my thoughts in speech but these beats are like my sneakers only rock em if theres soul in it songs are like a movie scene, know i'll play my role in it aiming for that whole minute, not fifteen second fame play every card im dealt this is my fifty second game i played em all i wanna hear you singing clear, its that do da do get your hands up in the air, you could do that too let me take you for a journey don’t worry bout destinations live your life for now don’t know if the rest is waiting they tell me that life is a road and so im traveling they tell me that this game is a war and so im battling its really just about all the people thats surrounding you are they really down with you and are they profound as you? or do you drown them fools when you bring up deeper things cant keep up with the thoughts cus thats what the weakness brings they don't seem to get it, i just say the things i wanna say pensive minded music, thats the way that things are gonna stay people say but ryan your too nice to be a rapper i smile cus i know that they can't see what i am after i just wanna make some music and i found that i could write i don't really have to use it but its sounding just so right and so i step inside the lab without a pencil or a pad just a laptop and some headphones and i'm ready to attack then my thoughts turn into music and the rules go out the door and i realize that im ready for whatever is in store

gotta a day with loki and the base is so deep we start cooking up rhymes until you lames would od take a break to debate about this hate we don't need next day im on the train with a place to go be trynna coordinate my flight, make my plane with no e left the place that growed me same state that showed me i got roots from different places so i take from both seeds had to change my whole chi so i could break and grow free if your fates in your reach gotta wade in so deep the hardest thing with rhyming is to make you know me i would hate to believe its a fate that owns me learning from experience its pain that showed me cant rely on other people or your fate wont flow free if i had the time I would make my own beats but I've got school and i've got work, and other things to handle this music is my break its like its bringing me a candle on top a birthday cake and i can see my name is written on it put this beat inside my mind then rhyme all of my wishes on it rap some of my thoughts and then i rap some of my dreams i swear this shit is easy but dont think thats how it seems Chorus Its a cycle so let it be can’t control gotta set if free trying to see what we could be but we don’t have the time dont discount the time i’m taking, typing out these lyrics i'm crafting every single line, just hoping that you hear it hoping you can feel it, even if its for a moment cus this time i spend is sacrifice your ears are my atonement at the same time i’d keep doing this if nobody was listening cus hip hop is the language that bout half my thoughts are written in fuck it i mean most of em, sometimes i feel more close them when i write then i rap them let the beat just play the host to them i play the songs out loud its like i start a conversation that takes place between my voice and mind i find that so amazing so i ceaselessly record my thoughts, emotions or opinions in my rhymes and in my sketchbook just to see whats really in them i define myself more clearly, every time that i create which in turn can help me find a lot more ways i can relate its cycle that i’m growing through, everyday i’m showing you but by the time you give me props i bet that they’ll be overdue it really doesn't matter though cus this aint what i hope to do its simply art to ease my mind through everything i’m going through its something that i love to make so why would i stop doing this the answer is i probably won’t you might as well get used to this Chorus Its a cycle so let it be can’t control gotta set if free trying to see what we could be but we don’t have the time

CHORUS born in 92 round when dre released the chronic "came out the doctors office" i was launching like a comet they thought i died at first but i was ready to ride ten pounds two oh's few as heavy as i when i think about it i gotta give a hug to my mom cus she's small, five feet tall and no drugs to be on man that had to painful, mom i have to be grateful you brought me to this world and for that i am thankful life is like a cycle you can't finish or start it your alive and then you die thinking isn't this heartless i don't know where i am heading but i'll give you a promise i'll keep bringing it honest, if you witness this artist i’ll never try to claim that i’m a kid from the projects if wanna know my story gotta picture the smartest kid who's spitting rhymes that keep hitting the hardest with an appetite so vicious i diminish the harvest CHORUS i was two years old when big was ready to die east coast versus west there was a steady divide my outlook and geography were opposite of his born and bread in california no one's stopping me to live switched to the other side vermont is where i come from music in my mind so my thoughts are never unsung twelve years later feel at home on the east coast college in new york so i guess it seems i keep close major in design while I slay em with the rhymes when i put my pen to paper can't erase a single line i'mma keep on drawing sneakers like these gangsters draw their heaters and these critics draw conclusions before they hear me through the speakers imma teach them how to listen dude, they gone know my mission soon i'll try to speak more clearly so my message isn't misconstrued be honest and stay humble man i'm sure that you can get it right thats the state of mind you need if you wanna live your life CHORUS since hov asked if he could live, i've been trynna do that in ninety six i was a kid but i kind of knew that not everybody lives, but everybody dies so perversely you could see your whole life as a demise i’m trying not to do that, some people asking who dat say its that kid from school that you never knew rapped the one with good grades who was always late to class you wonder how he does it but you always hate to ask balance rapping with my school, making money making artwork try to pump as hard as mine probably make your heart burst try to think as much me it probably give you migraines i find trains of thought to hop on top and then my mind change one things never shifting all the time i'm on my grind if they say that time is money i've got money on my mind gotta watch the hands thats dealing you the minutes that your blessed with to make it as that next hit and do it how the best did CHORUS

what i spit is so hot it’ll have you all thinking my saliva is on fire like what the hell is he drinking hand my listeners a shovel cus i want them all to dig this if being ill is good then im infected with the sickness i need to rap man, like the day before Christmas but beats are Christmas presents, i just cant wait to rip this I dream of hot sixteens like a perverted thirty year old I try and keep em clean but I prefer a dirtier word I’m something you rarely see like a murderous nerd my flows potent, drink it your words’ll get slurred and its so hot, you touch it you’ll get burned to the third my words don't defer i prefer to be heard so i aim for the top, like the perch of a bird if im not there yet then im hardly deterred cus failures never occurred, to me or my partner when im done i’ll be the one to decide my departure CHORUS (X2) so many artists are blind like when you lead with no light for me its easy to find a simple reason to fight i’ve got these thoughts in my mind i’ve got these dreams in the night but they dont have the same drive they dont have the same sight put beats between my teeth and im biting all the way down making music miracles while im writing on a greyhound im driven cus i listen to the boy whose inside i don’t care where this thing takes me im enjoying the ride my skills hit with ill wit im sharper than a drill bit harder than a steel tip, go farther than a field trip on real shit going and i know i never will quit i’m hotter than the fire when you liars get your grills lit not trynna make a mill quick, im just making music this could be a weapon it depends on how you use it you could hear a threat in every syllable i do spit im tighter than a noose get and i will never loose it but thats just half the picture, I'll write a massive scripture and preach my teaching have you feeling like the past has hit ya but still im futuristic, its clear this youths artistic painting out my vision using nothing but the true linguistic

the room is dark the beat is loud i close my eyes and see the sound i write my words i read em out ignore the hate it feeds the doubt i say the things i feel about the world i hope they hear me now i play it back i’m feeling proud i’m on the road i see the route my futures here i see it now i hear the cheers i see the crowd the time is here its really now i breath it in i breathe it out i breath it in i breathe it out i breath it in i breathe it out i breath it in i breathe it out i breath it in and then i’m out

im sick of how these rappers all embellish the facts they try to sell us this trash it seems their seldom in fact living well as they act , the truths enveloped in black take the mask and all the jewelry off, i'll help you with that remember when a gentleman was easy to find? seems the game is always changing like the seasons of time will we ever stop the people with diseases from dying? say i wanna make a difference, they say please get in line everybody got their purpose, got their reason to grind i seized the door to mine, turned the keys now i shine my verses all so cold that they be freezing your mind my words are like a blessing you should sneeze when i rhyme trynna do it like kendrick, perkins or lamar that means i'm either beasting or i'm becoming a star cus im driven like i come with six speeds and V eight you vegans can’t be beefing spit seeds in your v8 CHORUS if you’re gonna make it, then you better make it true to you thats why it made me happy when i called this album do da do all my music's free, so some people ask me who thats to, i doubt most people get it even if they really knew the truth button up my shirt thinking lets look dapper my verses are more visual than sketchbook chapters the mic is like my burner homie lets cook tracks or give it to them straight let them get hooked faster roasting up this record how i spin it then carve it the rhymes are adding flavor strong as spinach and garlic cooking on these beats now the bass is like my stove top sauté for a minute mix rhymes in it and the flow hot burning like the sun up in the sky at the break of noon play it loud at night let my voice reverberate and boom everybody's fate is soon didn't mean to break the news it don't matter how you lived it'll end in grave or tomb thats just cold reality, i always spit the truth even if its not what you expected from a youth who just raps to take his mind away, you'd think that he would fabricate but naw i'd rather tell you bout my life and how i navigate CHORUS if you’re gonna make it, then you better make it true to you thats why it made me happy when i called this album do da do all my music's free, so some people ask me who thats to, i doubt most people get it even if they really knew the truth i’m the sickest edition, its the shit you've been missing all your lines must strong, thats the trick when you fishing small pond, big ocean, homie pick your position these rappers be more pussy than my dick has been getting i’mma take you for a journey, you just sit there and listen i can open up your mind with all this wit that i’m spitting my inspiration seems somewhat mystical switching from crooked i to mondrian to christopher hitchens one kicks it with rhythm, second gives me a vision the last one opens eyes when i’m just sick of religion no matter what the medium i'm always taking cues from a mind that came before me and knew how to break the rules just to redefine the art, and to change the conversation so often ostracized by those controlling stations of communication, its knowledge that they fear i realized that before i’ve been at college for a year

called my mom the other day but i didn't have too much to say i told her bout my classes and the things that happened round my way i told her no regrets to feel. i study hard. im getting meals im even in some rapping contest trynna win a record deal truthfully im doing fine but i just feel im losing time when im not creative makes me feel like imma lose my mind so i take a minute to just think about what i can do what type of thing i like to do is sure to be exciting you? im cutting down this mental block that i have just been fighting through and if you feel this verse than you can thank this beat im writing to put the beat up on an easel and im lethal with the art i spit and you can’t really see it all cus this is just a part of it i verbalize a vivid picture anytime that i get on with lyrics for acrylics trade my paintbrush a microphone the speakers are my gallery so tune it in and listen up and ill take out my pallet knife so i can just go mix it up Chorus my thoughts are constellations in the sky that is my mind each syllable is racing but i dont know just what you’d find if they got illumination cus you never see me shine you never see me shine man you never see me shine lately i can’t fall asleep, cus i’m too busy dreaming hear advice from both shoulders those are two busy demons but i ignore them both, they've got nothing they could give I ambition and humility the only things i live by sometimes its hard to see but i promise thats the truth of it spend time around me i guarantee that even you'll admit some people doing foolish shit and waiting for the soonest hit i try to keep my roots like my dentist when my tooth was chipped so i wont ever change after i've been in the booth a bit was told that i'm too nice to be a rapper by some jewish chick i told her i've got talent listen heres some fucking proof of it now i hear my songs when they are playing in her room and shit its nice when people notice man but thats not what i do it for same reason i might draw or paint, motivates me to record the reason i stay up at night, typing out my lyrics i know i need to say this but i think they need to hear it Chorus my thoughts are constellations in the sky that is my mind each syllable is racing but i dont know just what you’d find if they got illumination cus you never see me shine you never see me shine man you never see me shine I finally fell asleep i'll take a break in my dreams but even there it seems that i'm making rhyme schemes I’m tossing with the drums and I’m turning with the melody this rapping is a passion thats not something you can sell to me american as apple pie and i just want a piece of it my only limit is the sky, you might as well peace with it its funny cus this piece of art can help me find some peace of mind and if i break my heart apart it helps put back the piece i find until i rest in peace i will be writing over instruments from requiems to classic jazz, or knowble beats im into it i promise with the calmest sense of honesty upon this this beat is like my bible and im testifying on it i’ll be truthful under pressure like when threats are flying honest I’ll be candid like the greedy when their checks their riding on it like a death defying comet i can fly beyond the human eye you say that i am like you but thats just comparing truth to lie Chorus Loki: walk down the steps to my yard set to connect with the stars trying to find some inspiration, while inside my mind my thoughts are flying by as i bide my time sitting waiting, but fuck man i can't seem to focus it sucks and its got me feeling hopeless so my mind leaves its home with, its own mish going go this way and that until i notice, that at the same exact moment knowble just made a track, and there it lays intact alread taking the weight of a locomtive thats racing fast, in a direction that i'm hoping to go with so plan on making a for it cus even though its a loco motive you know i gotta go sieze the day and hold the moment, so as it approaches the caboose and the coaches make the earth shaking like it was making a pact but i notice the motion doesn't phase the grass they just wave a last goodbye as i wait to catch whats passing by laying flat by the railroad track contimplating taking this path, going for dolo soley roaming on my own, a solo no bro ho no i go alone a hobo staying low as i wait for the train to go slow so, so i can go hop onto the top of this thought stay till the day that its brough to a stop

on the beat I'm steady flowing like a breeze across the lake at night but inside I'm just wild trying to see if my mistakes are right to see if i can grow from them and try to be a better man I'm spelling out a message and I'm hoping that these letters can inspire you to look around and see how you can change your life any harm that you have done, i bet that you can make it right but thats just optimism from a pessimistic dude id say that I'm a realist but you’ll probably get that misconstrued its not that I don't hope for brighter days and safer night times but i know it take a while to find the right lines sweat and tears the only things you ever got for free hard work and dedication they're what means a lot to me my mom said i should always stay true and keep my dreams my dad said follow cash to see the root of peoples schemes cus men are money motivated and thats what makes america instead of chasing cash you should be chasing for some character and trust me im no better in my polo and my jordan fives I know we're all consumers but im saying there is more to life its just i understand these problems have some deeper roots they cut through corners but the culprits don't wear cheaper suits I'm talking lobbyists, the ceo’s and corporate lawyers the politicians and the interest groups who are employers this system needs an upgrade lets push the legislation they say you fall or fly and, it seems the ledge is waiting but we don't want to jump off we think they'll offer more while congressmen got jump-offs behind their office doors we cannot wait for change we need some strong directions to point this movement forward until the next election because lets face it, bankers just ignore the protests and politicians shun the youth because we always vote less we need some progress, the problems based on corporate greed banks got golden parachutes while they allow the poor to bleed this problem has more layers man i promise there is more to see

who are you now i feel that i barely know ya you used to always be a rider like winona perhaps im missing the past and bringing it back below ya its true I’m sick of this act the rhythm is wack and slower so i just pick up the track and give you this rap to show ya that while you sit in the back a bitch your lap your missing the fact im quick as a rat but never do that you give me your rap im giving it back i turn of the song like clickitedy clack just leave, get gone, don’t give me a dap don’t care if the door is a hit in the back close it its over, we keep getting older my speeches get bolder while yours seem to smolder im smarter im harder im faster im stronger you'd need duracells just to last any longer you lost the fire and passionate style your flare is not there its been gone for a while who are now? Loki: remember me? hey, how're you doing? what do you say, should i be choosing to use a smooth soothing seducing flow, no, no moving slow for you i can let it loose like a ho to prove something to all the girls that i used to know, those of you who knew i was cool and hoped that i've be nice to you, but no, i was the rudest bloke always cracking the crudest jokes but truth be told, i gave you plenty of chances you blew them though i think you were all to stuck up, it seemed you used to look down on me like you were in the balcony, but now you see, its me above you below, as i take to the center of the stage at a tender young age, rapping gazing into the back of the crowd thinking back on just how shortsighted people hated me cus i play them frees when i had no cadence, you see, back then i hated me but thankfully the world made me see i could be like houdini so now from the cage i'm free with none of the bonds of my formerself i was lo but i found the ki, so play my songs and inform youself

you've heard alliteration through the alphabet in rhyme but those don't usually have the content you will get in mine gooder grammar getting glorified by gotta get it groups cook lyrics in my kitchen this is alphabetic soup three verses in this song and im serving food for thought this is a three course meal better grab your spoon and fork so lets just start this meal up, so you can eat your fill but be careful what you order man, you’ll see it on your bill the first food fed the families failing in famine either finding fresh fruit or impaling a salmon making fire just to fry the fish over open flames its hard to get the picture like its fixed up in a broken frame now we hope for fame family fortune and a frozen chain fasting for the feast and forget that we could float away to foreign lands with different foods and different sets of fables even different formulas for the folks who set the tables i find it fascinating that some people can forget the fact the world's connected unless they flying on a jet the factories afar they are funded by our finance while here the family farmers are forgotten its not by chance fast foods getting faster and we all want it a minute later wrap these words up in some foil, put this in your 'fridgerator they want to put the fork in us, don't fold the fights not finished its freedom that we're feeling for so let your fright diminish CHORUS im honestly on top of this, awesome as i rock on this obsessed with opportunity look onward like an optimist won't ever opt for opulence, naw i wanna organize open me like Operator you'll see where my organ lies my heart is in this offering this authorings my oxygen wont fold like origami on the options that you offer him an outcast from the outset, overcoming obstacles i've finally found my outlet, which i had thought impossible its like my own oasis, and i feel some obligation to open to the outside world, observe my occupation orchestrate an all awareness of the options for our offspring knowledge opens eyes and thats what we should be offering instead these outbreaks of obesity obliterate our youth and oil spills on ocean floors and we don't know the truth so get in you're oval office with its ornate oakwood desk don't obey opponents cus we cannot hope for less CHORUS dig in, delicious decibels on point like some decimals some flavor on whats good for you like deep-frying your vegetables my drive is so detectable, style so delectable look down on all these rappers and i deem them one dimensional delusional delinquents who demean what i am doing lacking drive and dedication you will bring us all to ruin what happened to the diligent dudes who would defy the things they found degrading with some skills you could define are they dormant or defeated or just difficult to find their daily diet so deficient of nutrition for the mind its difficult to digest this dysfunctional display like deception on the network news i see it everyday will you dismiss me cus i distrust news? does it disgust you when I discuss food? im just doing what i'm doing irregardless of you bitches food is on the table its time to do the dirty dishes

i’ll wait for you to recognize im here i’ll wait for you to understand my fear i’ll wait for you to tell me you'll be near dont know if im a rapper or if i just like to rhyme a lot i’ll keep spitting writtens until i can start to climb the top i really don't care if i ever get to sign or not i just keep on doing this and i don't have the time to stop most rappers on some X but, i just wanna find the spot where people notice talent and appreciate the rhymes i got I’m trynna touch your soles like the ground that you walk on got my red paint, hit the town with a smock on pretty soon the rain comes around and the chalk gone my message is imprinted in the sound that i rock on it'll never disappear as long as you can hear me love me or hate me, respect me or fear me gentleman of rap putting heads all in a stack my weaponry is simple, bud, a pencil and a snack instrumental to attack not for a metal or a plaque just use it for amusement going mental on the track i’ll wait for you to recognize im here i’ll wait for you to understand my fear i’ll wait for you to tell me you'll be near no spinach on my plate but i pop eyes open leave the top five broken when i stop time floating potent lyrics on my mind all hours of the day soaking in the sun take my powers from the rays so my talents always blooming like the flowers do in may i've go nothing thats in common with these cowards who will sway im trying to make some green like im mixing blue and yellow paint but im not gonna change, fake is something that this fellow ain't approval from some critics wasn't really why i started rapping they'll try to burn you, then they leave you hard and blackened id rather have them say "Pensive, he departed laughing he always stayed himself, even in the heart of action he loved his family, his friends and every home he had" if you don't do that too you'll probably be alone and sad so keep your mind intact and don't be blind to facts you must react to every second don't let time elapse

these are more than words this is more than music this is just the truth i see i hope that you can view it giving you this message with some issues that are real how i feel these are more than words this is more than music this is just the truth i see i hope that you can view it bringing you humanity's been wounded but i hope that we can heal how i feel so sick and my condition has never really changed so quick im on a mission to get to center stage so slick im like a sculptor and pensives what i’ve made the spotlight is now waiting but im still in the shade cus i’m a bit afraid, that when im standing in the limelight then i’ll realize that its really sour like its limelike and i'll always wonder if i really got the time right its just…(how i feel) despite all the promises they are not the kind type they just hate with no regard for my minds plight im out here on my own like im grown trynna find right dont rap about a woman as if she was an object then thank your mother say you love her in the same project cus everybodys somebody in some persons eyes and if you are told different thats the worst kind of lie thats just…(how i feel) these words i speak with urgency are more than just to murder beats replace the nines with number two’s til kids go on a learning spree im earnestly concerned you see despite the fact that personally my life is filled with blessings and all kinds of opportunity i gotta thank my family for their finding a community with unity as you can see vermonts a kind of sanctity like canvas to a painter now my futures looking blank to me so you could see…(how i feel)

I've loved rap ever since my first cd the year was Oh One, slim shady lp we were staying in maine on a family vacation looking through a record shop that was near the location of the little old cabin we were renting for the week the town was kinda quiet so we went in for a peek i was nine at the time so my mom i had to trick her used my thumb to cover the advisory sticker it was fourteen dollars so i promised to my mom that I’d pay her back the money when we got home to vermont she smiled, said don’t worry bud, i’ll get this one for you had my walkman in the car so i knew just what to do i popped it in, pressed play and quickly turned the volume up once you get a little man this rapping shit is all you want now my music library can fill up half my laptop no pause button could ever really make this rap stop I’ll never stop loving hip hop its not possible no matter what may change no matter to the obstacles the beats a special place when all my thoughts appearing clear and im flowing like the ocean like my spot is near a pier im trynna write this letter sign the top with "dear career" the pen is in my hand but then i stop right here for fear of what id say to future pensive i forgot im steering clear of putting pressure on my words but you just got to hear sincere never brought you here for fear of what you thought of what you hear i don't smile a lot but this has got me ear to ear this music is a a way for me say the things i think about in rhyming form my mind performs the beat just helps me bring it out for the one percent who cares man my music is for me ninety nine percent affordable because my musics free the one percent i'm asking for are minutes out your day its a movement your supporting every time that you press play

i hope the world will remember me its kinda foolish but thats always something men can be i mean theres something bout a legacy life after death is something many people beg to see see im just thinking bout this fate of mine will i live or will i die its just a state of mind will i vanish or remain behind i've no idea and so instead i choose to play with rhymes i’ve been writing for a year or two i’d say its lyrical i really never tried to be the type of dude thats spiritual if god exists the day i die i’ll pay him my respects but until that morning cometh i’m concerned with what is next heard both night and day are coming from isaiah 21 thought you'd probably have that covered by the age of 21 it seems a little crazy how you pray but don't read give your money to the preachers thats some change we don't need tried in vain to show me when you sang of glory say the writings on the wall, but its plain to go see your just hiding from your future if you play but don't seek find your answers on your own thats the way to grow free if you think you see the truth someones messing with your eyes how can you follow blindly after guesses mixed with lies i’m not trynna shake your faith my only lesson is to rise to question every guise every message from the skies not knowing every answer is a blessing in disguise uncertainty is always in confessions of the wise every question is an open door that leads to somewhere new so if you simply quote the lord and deeds aren't what you do you're forgetting bout the broke and poor, the things that they are hoping for i'll spit this till my throat is sore but they aren't who i wrote this for what about the holy men of god who profit when we vote for war and tell me what the pope is for, who all the common folk adore he sanctions pedophilia and tries not to reveal to ya when dirty priests get transferred from deutchland to sicilia thats only one example but i promise there is more if you look through all our history theres a long list of the horror

i met a man today and he told me he was killing time i get it if you’re chilling fine but why the need for villain crimes he drowned up 60 seconds in a pool of chloroform then handed me the bottle like i would want to hold it for him he grabbed an hour pulled a knife and then he stabbed up in it it took a half a minute but it left a lasting image he murmered bout his murder as he pulled his 45 they can hurt me this is worth it but they wont take me alive he shot the day and shot the night then waited for a week when one came by he shot it and exclaimed im on a streak soon months were also added to the long list of the dead and after killing twelve of those he switched to years instead then decades came along and they started fighting back they brought a spiking bat, brass knucks, a knife and gat they left him lying down, looking mangled but the man survived only to look up then be strangled by the hands of time clocks will keep on ticking even after we are through this ride just keeps on moving and no matter what we do only certainty is death so until that time is here gotta capture every moment cannot spare no time for fear cannot spare no time for fear gotta capture every moment cus your time could soon be near look at what you've done so far, whats your life consist of? wanna stand for something but you've gotta fight to get up think you might just give up, we on a different page different chapter different book different author different age i can't ever waste a second, you get it, this is precious the moments fade and memory is all that you are left with correction of your mental i suggest its what you get with you can cross up byron russell or fall off like byron leftwich the clock is ticking make your choice, how will you proceed how come you hail for mary but you wont even go deep im over heads like halos, condoms crowns and horns not watching for the throne cus it comes with crowns of thorns you don't think this is true? then your lack of faith is blind can't go back to wasting time, gotta activate your mind you only have this life, no one know what lies beyond if you blink then you could miss it and then all your time is gone

the message i teach is to have a high reach aspirations and dreams woven in my speech the speech is free but is your mind too? or do you reproduce manufactured thoughts like a drive through? repetitive questions but rarely an answer the mind is enslaved by the media cancer don't follow those delusions create your own conclusions but comprehend the issue first otherwise its thought pollution break the chains that your brain is contained within tethered tongues will follow and the reign begins the reign of kings who lead all men will stand forever, subtract two from ten then flip it sideways, the sign of infinity aesthetically excellent in simple symmetry to achieve perfection you must have humility because arrogant words only hang in futility if not a word is heard they cant serve the purpose you cant penetrate minds if you don't learn to work this these rhymes come from the far reaches of my mind quickly forming into speeches of some kind but sometimes its like a star teaching the blind to shine they don't see and my lines are lost in time

i gotta thank my family they always by my side they support me and they challenge me to always try to thrive wouldn't be the man i am today without what i have learned from my mother sister father yes they all can take their turn yes they all can take their turn yes they all can take their (love you babe) if you had the family i did i'm sure you woulda told that the most important riches never rooted in gold my mother she's so special gotta beautiful soul mixing personal achievements with the usual role of a caring loving mother overbearing never smothered she just showed me how its possible to cherish one another she's a healer, she's an artist you can feel she works the hardest she's believing from the start that i can always go the farthest and my father, he's my teacher, helped to mold my every feature showed me right and wrong are lessons learned without the need of preachers gave me tools for independence, said stay humble and be kind wouldn't say he taught me patience but i don't think that i mind cus its passion that is driving me, the will to be successful don't mean nothing if i your doing work that always feels so stressful gotta find the things you care about, the things that seem important then just find a way to do it well and that is a good fortune to my sister know i miss you, keep on sending me those pictures you headed towards your happiness and that is what i wish ya when are you coming home? won't you keep me up to date know i'll see you pretty soon i won't leave it up to fate always been creative too hope you know you helped me mold every piece that i produce and every story that i've told what will the pages hold when your life story unfolds guess the answers will be told when we've grown up very old